MEMOIRS OF A BROKEN HEART 2

Everything around me was so blur, I couldn’t even see through my tears. Sometimes I wish you hadn’t left me and even though I knew it was naïve to think so, I know I could have done better than you.

And then you came back like you never left only to grab your pay check, cross my heart, pack your bags, took my best glass and tore me apart. You cheated on me but it couldn’t hurt less if I had known earlier before you did. Maybe I would have saved my heart and left or maybe I could have prepared myself and what hurts the most sometimes is not the broken heart or the fact that you cheated but the blames, the finger you pointed right at me even though you knew you were at fault.

The fact is:

I always thought I couldn’t live without you, I never knew my dreams could come through even though you always knew they would. Maybe that was why you wanted to hurt me so bad just so you could forget yours wouldn’t and couldn’t come through. I thought I could be everything you wanted, but now I realise I couldn’t even if I tried.

You left my world and for the first time, I don’t know what I am to do no more, maybe cause you got away and took my heart with you and it almost made me insane, but all I know is , I am going to have to pick up the pieces no matter what!