MEMOIRS OF A BROKEN HEART

As you step over from being in a relationship to being single, you begin to see the changes in who you are and have enormous flashbacks to memories of your heart and sometimes you ask yourself silly questions like “what went wrong?” You begin to remember all those things you wanted in the beginning and you try as much as you can to stop the memories that haunted.

You find it hard to look deep inside your heart and say goodbye, it’s not that you can’t, it’s just that you can’t bring yourself to mean it because you are going to need your heart for that but your heart Is already shattered to pieces so all you can do is cry and mourn what couldn’t be, an investment lost, a heart broken.

Emotions and moments you shared comes rushing back and you just cry harder because at a point in that cocoon of love, it was perfect and yet even perfection couldn’t hold still any longer. You didn’t want what came in the end , the fights, tears, the hurt, the lies and as it all came rushing back, it hurt all over again and made you stiffen in anger.

But you knew that if there was a way to let it out, you would want them to know, that it doesn’t matter what road it leads to, but someone has to go, and just to let them know that no matter how much it hurts…..it can only get better because every broken heart….heals

                                                              Yours truly…..

                                                       Girl on a shelf